Do you ever wake up and still feel tired? I was supposed to go back to work today. I spent my weekend in the cabins and I definitely have to say that it was beautiful. I sat around the porch and in front of the fireplace reading poetry. I played games and ate food and listened to music and I rested. Thank Jesus, I rested. I woke up every morning and had the most perfect view. Even waking up before the sun, I was rested. Going to the cabins was beautiful and fun, and peaceful. This morning I woke up and realized that I didn’t have the papers I needed to return to work, but since I got home yesterday I’ve been exhausted. I’ve felt heavy, gloomy, drained, just totally and completely exhausted. Just knowing that I was supposed to go back to work today, it made me exhausted.
I know this was supposed to go up this morning, but I’ve been trying really hard to find the words to really say what I’m trying to. It always seems like the life I’m meant to live is a reflection of what I experience when I’m out of town. The freeness, the peace, the harmony, the constant feeling of balance; that’s what my life is supposed to be. That’s really what everyone’s life should be; or at least what we should strive to make it. I really don’t have a whole lot of words for this post, but I can definitely say that it’s so important that we all find our peace.
Finding your peace isn’t hard, but keeping it isn’t easy. Life is about balance. At this point in my life, that’s all I want. I want peace and harmony and rest and balance. I think that’s what we should all be striving for here in this life; just to bask in our moments and keep our scales even. So let’s shift our focus to that, to staying focused on keeping our peace. Protect your peace and try your best to live in harmony.